Saturday, April 14, 2007

disappointed

not appointed
cancelled appointment
dissed appointed

I am surprised by my disappointment. Better, the depth of my disappointment. I didn't realize how much I was hoping for it.

Maybe it was just the hope for the drama - to be center stage and have an excuse to for slacking. I haven't done crap for quite a while at work. I've done lots at church where I get my reward/approval fix.

Wow, is that immature! I'm supposed to be working as if for God and not men - meaning for His approval - not anyone else's.

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