Even less drama

I realized this morning how immature I am in my thinking. Once more, it's not all about me. That goes so deep, I'm gonna spend a lifetime rooting that garbage out.

This particular thread: Everyone that doesn't love me, hates me.

There is someone in leadership in my church that disapproves of me. (And this is probably why.) I have blown her disapproval up in my head to the point that I'm paranoid. All because I don't sense her complete approval. As if she has that much time and interest to spend on me.

Alcoholic behavior 101. Todays lesson boys and girls is BLACK & WHITE. You are either adored or hated, accepted or detested. Everyone out there spends all their time thinking about YOU. You are the center of the universe.

This behavior is appropriate for a two year old. Thank God I'm potty trained.